the story

Bella’s only release comes in the form of distantly orbiting the life of Edward Cullen. As with any addiction, however, she’s always left wanting more.

“Mad is a term we use to describe a man who is obsessed with one idea and nothing else.” [Ugo Betti]

Rated M/NC-17 for language and sexuality



50 Responses to the story

  1. Nicole says:

    Loves ur story on ff.

  2. Haley Wilson says:

    Good morning hollelujah – so very glad to have found the new home for your story. ?Was this the same summary you had on facebook? If so, what was offensive about it? Also wondering how you will notify your followers when updates happen? Will it be by email?

  3. hollelujah says:

    It’s exactly the same as it was on FFn. Not sure what happened there. And I do think you can follow the story and be notified by email when it updates, but if not, I’ll tweet it as well.

  4. Anonymous says:

    Bookmarked :o)

  5. bellastew says:

    I’m so turned off whenever I find out the author of fic a I really enjoy doesn’t picture Kristen as Bella… But Rob is always there… Anyway, I I’ll keep reading cause it’s a great story.

  6. Thank you for posting here!! I would have been lost without finding out what happens!!

  7. Raizie says:

    Hey. Glad I found the site. Will you still be updating on, now that it’s back up there?

    • Anonymous says:

      The story as it is is still on FFn, but it’s no longer on my profile so I won’t be able to update it. I’m assuming it will eventually be taken down completely.

  8. Andrea says:

    I love this story, and it’s so sad that so many of my favorite authors have to look elsewhere to post their stories. Anyway. Looking forward to the next update. 🙂

  9. Ann Thompson says:

    Love your story

  10. Lilith says:

    I just started this story yesterday before it was pulled completely. I was hooked IMMEDIATELY! Your writing is amazing and so different. I was sucked in from the beginning. I nearly had a coronary when I got to chapter 20 and it was gone! I’m so happy that you’ve found somewhere to post. I look forward to your updates 🙂 also I have to say I love your choice for Bella. She’s perfect. I too picture Bella as someone other then KS, and in every fic it’s someone different depending on the story. Thanks for sharing your talent with us all :)))

  11. lizzie c says:

    Maybe I’m blind, but is there a subscription option? Otherwise, I’ll never get a chance to read updates…

    • hollelujah says:

      In the bottom right-hand corner of your browser, there should be a “Follow+” button. Enter your email address in the field and you’ll be signed up to receive updates.

      • lizzie c says:

        Nope. Not there, and I often see that on WP pages. Even checked on another browser…not there. 😦

      • lizzie c says:

        Still not seeing the window (which is a more accurate way to describe it). Can you post on TWCS or something because it doesn’t seem like this is going to be fixed any time soon. :\

      • hollelujah says:

        Right now I have no plans to post anywhere else. Try googling “how to follow a blog on _____ [whatever your web browser is]” … I google stuff like that all the time, and it’s usually helpful. If not, I’ll tweet whenever I update. Thanks!

  12. Lish008 says:

    Feel like i spent the entire day trying to find this page!! So glad I finally was able to. Not happy with whatever the heck is going on over at ffn, but glad to be able to continue reading and enjoying this story!

  13. 10010 says:

    love it!

  14. alynn says:

    wonderful story – your writing is superb!

  15. jennifer says:

    Glad you have a new home…ff will regret their actions…eventually…maybe.
    Love the story, bb.

  16. Keri says:

    Glad it’s back up 🙂

  17. anaabella says:

    Love your story:)

  18. Devi salim says:

    I likr the summary but waiting it to be complette before read it

  19. RoseE says:

    Thank you for finding a way to continue posting your work. You are a brilliant writer and have many loyal fans. I look forward to your updates. ~

  20. AmberEyes01 says:

    I’m so glad I found this story again. I love it!

  21. Allison says:

    Love this story. So very different! I look forward to updates!

  22. buffyx says:

    I love your story!

  23. nebfan51 says:

    Sooooooo ready for a new chappy! I hope that what happened at FF isn’t putting you off. Please take care!!!!!!

  24. Adt216 says:

    Love this!

  25. poliskt says:

    sooo good. please update!

  26. shaleann says:

    I miss this story!

  27. Anonymous says:

    Please update 🙂 I’m attached to this story

  28. shaleann says:

    I hope that all is well! We haven’t heard from you!

  29. ela says:

    I love this story! It’s different and great! I hope it will be finished somedays soon..

  30. Cheryl Krebs says:

    will this story be competed soon. I REALLY want to read it, but hate reading a WIP because I’m always afraid it won’t be completed!! 🙂

  31. Cheryl Krebs says:

    Will this story be competed soon? I REALLY want to read it, but hate reading a WIP because I’m always afraid it won’t be completed!! 🙂

  32. Isabell says:

    Hi, have been waiting for an update for months, are you likely to finish this story? I absolutely love it! Please, give your readers a Christmas present!

    • nebfan51 says:

      I do not know the author but I am waiting for updates also……that being said it is my understanding that hollelujah has just recently had a second baby and is otherwise occupied for now…..that’s called “real life” and it definitely comes before updates to our favorite stories:-)

  33. niuxxxx says:

    this story owned me now… I’m really happy about her happy (new baby) and I will be waiting for updates… even donkey’s years 🙂

  34. Agreed. I really like this story.. Original concept, great writing, and I’m intrigued by Isabella’s growth/transformation. 🙂

  35. Lynne says:

    I was just alerted via Fan Fic that this story is being re-posted. As is or changed to fit closer to FFN’s guidelines?

  36. pinkstaroxy says:

    do you know when there is going to be another chapter perhaps? I got tons of emails of the story being updated for fanfic but not a new chapter 😦

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